food

i've been eating rice cakes and granola bars every day for the past few weeks. and it's lowkey yummy and delicious. i used to have a box of madeleines that my grandma gave me but i ended up eating all of them hella fast. i never really got full off eating one so i had to grab another, and then maybe another. bruh i think i was eating like 3-4 of them at a time lmaooo. but yea, after all the madeleines were finished i had to go to the store to get something else. (i could eat the food in the dining hall but is lwk a journey away and that shit sucks.) i love potato chips but they lwk make me feel like shit after i eat them. same with fruit snacks. i knew that rice cakes and granola bars were the best option since they're prob the least artificial snacks in target. well other than actual fruit, but i dont got my own fridge. since then, it's been a diet of straight rice and oats. my daily food intake here, on average, is like 2 rice cakes, 4 granola bars, and then 1 plate of panda express. sometimes i'll go to qdoba instead of panda but that's only when i wanna treat myself. essentially 1 meal and some change. i wonder how that's affecting my mood... (yall dont wanna know how its been affecting my bowel heath)